Jim Carrey’s ex-girlfriend Cathrione White, who killed herself last year, wrote numerous suicide notes while they were together, it has emerged.
Investigators found several notes after her death, the first of which was written in October 2012, two months after she started dating Carrey.
TMZ said the note, written a month after the death of her father, said she did not feel like she fitting into this world and was ‘too messed up for anyone to really love’. It went on to apologize to Carrey, who she said she loved.
Jim Carrey carried the coffin of his ex-girlfriend Cathriona White at her funeral in County Tipperary last year
White, an Irish-born make-up artist, and the 54-year-old Canadian-born actor, dated on and off for three years.
TMZ said the second note, written in May 2013 after one of their break-ups, claimed Carrey had given her STDs and said he made her feel suicidal.
She wrote ‘my blood is on your hands’ and ‘you pulled the trigger on me’.
Jim Carrey is pictured with Cathriona White – who was often known as Cat – on Valentine’s Day 2013. After her death he said: ‘Cat’s troubles were born long before I met her and sadly her tragic end was beyond anyone’s control’
White and Carrey reconciled in 2014 but she finally took a fatal overdose in September 2015.
After her death Carrey put out a statement, following criticism of him from her estranged husband Mark Burton, in which he said: ‘Cat’s troubles were born long before I met her and sadly her tragic end was beyond anyone’s control. I really hope that some day soon people will stop trying to profit from this and let her rest in peace.’
TMZ published excerpts from the notes on its website.
The final suicide notes, found near her dead body at her home in Sherman Oaks, Los Angeles, she said she was heartbroken.
She told Carrey in one of the notes: ‘You are my family’ and left him in charge of her burial and estate. She did not mention Mr Burton or her mother.
Mail Online has reported previously that text messages were allegedly sent by Carrey to White in which he urged her to get the morning after pill following a sexual encounter and referenced his genitalia during a conversation about his late parents.
The texts were uncovered by Mr Burton in his wrongful death suit against the actor.
Mr Burton said: ‘Jim Carrey’s public persona is a fraud. In reality, he is a guy who texts about his c*** in the same breath as deceased love ones at Christmas.
‘And who tells a woman to take a morning after pill immediately after having sex with her and giving her STDs. Class act.’
If you need to speak to a counselor, contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline by calling 1 (800) 273-8255.
In love: Carrey and White share a kiss with one another in a photo from 2013 (above)
Happier times: A week after these photos were taken White went in for an STD test
Allegation: Mark Burton (above), who was White’s estranged husband at the time of her death, claims Carrey gave her sexually transmitted diseases